omg, yes
stephanie. you screw me over. and you don’t even care. i bet you’re confused on what to do but you DON’T FREAKING CARE. you like maisie better, i know it. I KNOW IT. and you’re secretly planning for him to run off with ariel and they can run off together like we were supposed to do. AND WE HAD JUST STARTED DOING THIS TOO. i deserve for that to happen cos of what with mafee and all, but still. you already got me back for that. SO DON’T DO IT AGAIN. but you are. and this isn’t fair to me, not at all. i know, life isn’t fair, but whatever. it’s not now, and i hate it. i really wanna reply but i can’t. i just can’t. why can’t i stop worrying about this? why can’t i just have the courage to leave? i want to so badly. SO BADLY. but i’m too chicken not to. i know somewhere in me feels like i don’t want to, but still. i hate this. i hate myself. i hate being so sensitive and wanting to cry all the damn time. over the stupidest things too. and you know, this was why i dropped out. i knew it was going to happen and i was trying to prevent it. i don’t say this a lot, but you annoy me by this SO MUCH. i’m done.
