i’m the only one who isn’t enjoying this.
everyone else is having fun when i’m cooped up on the computer stalking them. cept not stalking, reading. why did this have to happen now? why can’t i just get along with people? why do i have to be so sensitive? why can’t i just accept things? why does this have to be nearly my entire life? why can’t i just be normal? why can’t i make friends with everyone and be happy like i used to be? i hate myself, i really do.
